jinggle bells

I know I’ve been MIA ever since after exams. Good news is, I passed all! With two HDs. So proud of myself this semester (or trimester I should say). My uni life has been pretty rocky. Can’t be too happy about it since not everyone that I know passed =\ Anyway, it’s so refreshing to be away from all the Melbourne stuff. I got to clear my mind and settle things. What I haven’t done on the other hand is, sort all the files on my lappie. Arghhh. I just can’t be bothered anymore. It’s been bugging me since forever and I told myself I’ll do it over the break, but just can’t seem to start.

I’ve been shopping a lot. Bought clothes, a pair of wedges, a bag, magazines and 2 seasons of Gossip Girl. Ahhh, the joys of cheap DVDs. I’ve also accomplished a few of my favorite dishes so I don’t have to suffer on the same food that I cook everyday. Really pathetic.

I’m not looking forward to Christmas and New Year’s. It will be shitty because I’ll be alone at home in the summer heat in Melbourne wishing I’m elsewhere. I know it’s pretty negative of me but it’s predictable. I’m gna be away from home and I have no one to spend it with. I’m thinking, movie marathon and a tub of cookie dough ice cream. Pffft. Alright, gotta end abruptly here, lunch time. Ciao.

should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavements.

Who wants to go to the tulip festival?!?! Damn it’s my last chance to go since I wont be here hopefully next year. OMG so pretty! I missed it last year, dang. ‘Cause I thought my brother was gna pick me up to go sleepover then he cancelled -.- Could’ve gone with my housemates. FAIL.

And my mood is better indeed Decided to have a “I-don’t-give-a-shit” attitude on some people. Saves a lot of space on my brain. M cheered me up yesterday, said he was gna start sending written letters So sweet of him. Had a really bad day yesterday but I was determined not to let anything piss me off yesterday. Wasted 1 hour waiting and class was cancelled, could’ve studied for my online exam that I had that evening. Then when I went to print out lecture notes the computer couldnt print and I spent 10 mins looking for another one. Not to mention it was bloody windy yesterday and soil literally flew to my face (and a couple of other people). I missed the tram, my bed broke (badly) and my laptop is on the verge of dieing. But nope, I still ended up having a good day. It’s good to have a positive perspective of life. Like I believe… “Life is what you make it“

I’m out to get bubble tea ’cause the dear is too busy to chat with me. Siigh. OH! Speaking of bubble tea, found another good place to get it from at the city. Woot.

I’ll be waiting for you.

Gargh gargh gargh. I am on the verge of blowing up. I’m not really happy in my life right now. And I’ve been feeling more and more pathetic as each day goes by. Psssh. I don’t think it’s the weather affecting me anymore. It’s everyone around me. There’s a handful of people that I’d like to shout “GTFO” to. And people that I wish was here to hug me are just too busy. B’s busy and I’m busy. Got nowhere to dump my problems. I know that sounds pretty self-centered but he’s like my sun. I can safely say that I’m lucky to have such a dear person in my life. Not many people have those kinda people who accept whatever you say and tell you they love you even more because of your flaws. Siigh and the bf is busy with his uni stuff as well. It’ll be annoying to whine to him all day. Besides we handle probs differently… =\

I also notice how I’m becoming really jumpy and I get pissed at the smallest things. Not a good impression on the bf. I seriously bitch about every small thing. Maybe it’s all starting to get to me. Cannot tahan anymore. And April seems so far away. Lotsa shitty things to do before then. Like get a job (don’t ask.) and sort out my visa. ARGH.

I wanna go to the beach and just scream out everything. I can’t wait for summer.

I think I’m going mad.

Little Cupcake Place

Omg this is really yummy stuff

These are the cupcakes I was telling Rach about the other day. So cuteee! The shops kinda like hidden but it’s pink and girlish. Ahahaha. Thought I’d post up a few snaps of it. The tea’s awesome as well. I found out where they got their tea and bought some fer myself. Sadly the shop’s closing T_____________T So I’m stocking up before they do

Hmmm what else is new. The boyfie’s coming today Picking him up later. Going to do some late night shopping while waiting for him. Planning to get him the yummy sushi at GPO. He’s craving for it (and so am I!). I need flats!!! Mine are like almost dead -.- They’re so worn out argh.

damn I want my old hair length back!!!

I’m really hating my haircut. I thought it’d just grow and look better. But NO. It still looks like shit. ARGH. I really miss my long hair. And I saw some cute hairstyle tutorials on youtube yesterday. I can’t do it with this length and esp not with this cut! I’ve learnt my lesson. I’m only going to asian hairdressers now. My sis-in-law recommended me one at Russel St. Okay okay I gta get lotsa stuff ready. Cyah later kids~

keep bleedin’ love.

I’m kinda depressed now. Went to uni today to help out my “ex” with the shi*t that’s going on at uni right now. Turns out I didn’t do much at all, though he hoped that I would be able to change things. Since apparently he thinks I’m some kinda attorney (lol Tashny). They dropped him out… I think. They were so intimidating and he couldn’t put a word in. Obviously I couldn’t ’cause the questions were directed at him. Argh. I did get a few points accross though. I’m forcing him to appeal but not putting so much hope into that. Hais~ didn’t know it’ll end like this.

On the other hand, it’s my boy’s birthday today Made sure I was the first to greet him; I stopped his ranting and said it first XD Was scared that his housemates were gna surprise him and like interrupt. Turns out they didnt -.-”

I’m putting an effort into checking twitter now (thanks to Carrie) Lazy bah~ Don’t really update myself that much anyway XD And it costs like $1.32 for/60kb for normal prepaid phones to surf?!? What a rip-off! NYEH~ I had a great weekend though, pictures on fb or Rach’s site XD

I’m off.

You are my baby love…

ARGH!!!

I’m blogging to calm my nerves right now. I’m seeing him today He’s flying in to Melbourne. Argh argh argh? Ahahaha omg it’s been like forever since I actually feel nervous about dates and stuff. Usually I’m relaxed. Will blog about the deets in my eljay I suppose. Can’t be bothered to create two blogs about the same thing. Ahahaha. In fact the other day I was haflway blogging on eljay about it when my firefox froze -.-” Wonderful.

boy we’re so in love… lalalala~

I’m liking that song right now… has a catchy tune
Anyway I’ve got blisters on my fingers now… cleaned the whole house yesterday. Swept, wiped tables and cleaned the damned toilet ceiling (don’t ask). I guess I was so nervous and half-pissed (not at him) I had to go and find something to do. Ahahaha.

Holidays are ending soon. Boo Darn I’m so nervous about my results >:[ Eugh and the hassle of buying new textbooks and carrying ‘em home. Awesome. Hate hate hate… can’t wait ’till I start working. Uni life sucks. High school was the best.

everything… everything…

Hmmm… okay I’ve run out of things to talk about XD Will update about today if it goes well…

if that’s okay with you.

Update on relationship status soon?

…

in other words, I love you.

Okay life a lot of things have changed since my last post. For the good I might add. I’m relieved about it… things turned out to be okay afterall. Thanks to all the praying I did I really believe so. I was so hopeless about that issue. Ehehe. And I talked to B and we sorted stuff out. Things are still pretty blur right now but I feel much much better than I did before.

Hrrmmm… What is there to update… I’ll do a proper one after exams I guess… siigh. Until then

i believe

Hais~

Life’s pretty shit right now. But I wont even go into that because everytime I try to talk about it I end up bursting into tears. FCK LA. I frickin’ cried in the middle of Bourke St when my mum called to tell me about it. Thank goodness my housemate, M was there. I was so fucked. We spent the rest of the day doing whatever I want (I know it’s selfish but she told me to do it). Ate ice cream, shopped, bought boots. Speaking of buying, I’m broke as well. But I’d rather not mention it to my parents. They don’t need any more probs. Besides, I’ve always taken pride in how I never ask for extras. And what’s worse is people keep adding more onto this shit. Oddly though, those matters seem so minor to me right now.

HAIS~ I realise that I’m only blogging to avoid my assignment. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

2009’s gna be an awesome year for both of us. we promised for that. where are you now when I need you the most?

This anthem of praise I bring…

I keep giggling to myself today. That is so wrong…. I don’t know why. The weather was really depresisng today but for once I wasn’t affected by it. I slept in til about 12:30ish then woke up to the smell of awesome Kimchi Chi-gae leftovers from last night’s BBQ. Niiice Ate that for lunch and went for a browse at the mall near our house. Bought some thick socks for the cold I’ve recently discovered my obsession with new stuff. Even if it’s like food ingredients. I’d get excited over it and start talking about it and telling everyone about it. Lol. The girls have adopted me as their little sister. Tsk! Yes I’m wearing my new socks now if you’re wondering One striped and the other one plain pink. Loool. I mixed them. How easily amused I get.

Yesterday and today was the best I’ve felt since last week. I’ve heard some news that got me down for days =\ Still upset about it but I’m praying It really helps and I believe He’ll help me.

Uni’s pretty stressful. Having no study break before exams is really starting to worry me. Siigh. I hate how the system is now. No one is happy with it either. We’ll that’s about it for now.

My room is so warm, I’m so happy

Love!